Post by Queen of Hearts on Oct 14, 2007 14:16:36 GMT -5
Gabriela: Alice
Gideon: Jamison
Gabriela:
Like a raven among birds of paradise she was, the ebony clad lady creating eddies and swirls through the gathered celebrants. The only one of her rank not enthroned in gaiety, due to the recent misfortune, she stuck out like the proverbial sore thumb, not only for the sable hue of her attire but for the serious countenance, starkly contrasting to the bright cheerfulness of the incandescent plumages of the other youth. Though a widow twice over, she was of an age with those upon the floor, courting and plotting in equal measure. She had not chosen either, but the recent loss had saddened her greatly. She had been much fond of her lord husband this time, and she would honor the full length of her mourning. Hiding a smirk as a path continued to open up for her once people saw her, all staying out of arms reach as if she had a disease that they could catch. She knew the rumors, the behind closed doors whispers. How could one so young have gone through two marriages? If one looked at the facts, there was no way that she could be even remotely considered at fault. Facts, though, were not usually acknowledged when the gossip is so juicy.
Trudging along the chosen path, she kept her head high, uncowed by the weight of her sorrow and by the whispered accusations. She was required at court for this function, especially with the uncertainty of her future. She didn’t care so much for the trappings of wealth, other than the ability it gave her to collect ancient books and scrolls. She had managed to gather many such treasures over the few years she had been wed. Gabriela simply wanted to preserve the place in the fashion her husband would have wanted it, and she knew that his cousin, the one pushing for the estate would run it to the ground as he had done so many other ventures. She needed to show that she was capable and mentally sound enough to run the lands by herself, as there were no other heirs. So she was an island of calm amidst the frenzy and few spoke to her or did more than politely acknowledge her existence.
The ones that did, though she wished they hadn’t as the few sincere expressions of sympathy cause her composure to weaken, and she ducked her head after one such tender reminiscence, surreptitiously wiping away a tear that had gathered. She stayed in the provided seat for as long as she could stand it, but when they played her late husband’s favorite waltz, she found it necessary to escape the confines of the ballroom, spacious as it might be, and find herself some unperfumed air to breathe. Silently passing through the ranks of jewel toned dresses, avoiding the eyes of their wearers, Gabriela slipped away from the gaiety and glitter and out to the cooler air of the evening. Breathing deeply, she simply stayed still, letting the flush from the press of bodies fade away, her clenched jaw loosening as the tension of being pressed among so many fading. When she was once again calm, she slid her wrap up around her shoulders and stepped forward into the massive gardens.
Choosing the long winding path through, thus avoiding the little hideaways where young lovers tended to gather and find themselves in trouble. Pausing briefly to admire the layout of the rose garden, she glanced over the blending display of colors, highlighted by the moonlight streaming from above. But the nature of the roses was for love and so she moved on, past the other displays, some wild and riotous, some simple and elegant. She simply wandered aimlessly, letting her feet choose the path, the pale hands folded in front of her demurely. As she rounded a curve, she saw a place different from the carefully planned areas through which she had strolled. There was a small pond, the moonlight rippling over the tiny peaks the wind made in the water. A large willow trailed its leaves languidly in the water, somehow managing to look sad and peaceful at the same time.
Sighing softly, Gabriela stepped forward, her eyes glancing to the bench nestled underneath the cover of the branches, almost a cave of solitude , and she stepped silently through the grass, ignoring the dampness of the dew seeping through her light slippers. She perched gently on the bench and stared off into the pond, absently watching the swans swimming within, caressing each other with their long delicate necks. She felt oddly more adrift in this place than she had thought she would without her husband, they had rarely made it to court and she had not realized that amount of protection from the chaos that she had been granted. Sighing softly, she pulled up her knees onto the bench, the longs skirts dropping around the bench as she coiled like she always had when she was upset as a young girl, humming a lullaby to herself quietly.
Gideon:
From functions of state, to those of personal treachery. A gathering of bodies to celebrate youth and love with drinks to lessen inhibitions. How long ago it had been that I once partook of those?
In a strange fog I drifted among the bodies. Towering as I oft' did, but noticed little save for those who were directly inline with my station as lord of de Fantome castle. Seeing the way they flounced about one another in their pompous acts of selfless love. Courting, giggling broodlings that saw only the potential for personal gain through their marriages. Not that I could begrudge them that much.
Still, they enjoyed themselves upon the suffering of another. A woman for whom I had heard little of. Her late husband had been stricken by death, and she left alone to tend to the speculations of cause and gossip. To play the part of grieving wife, strong and noble, when she wanted nothing more than to cry herself to sleep.
For some time, I remind amongst the masses. A silent spectator towards their plumage and awkward advances between one another. Feigning disinterest in the boys flaunting their wealth, whilst the girls flaunted their bodies.
Finally I departed, breaking away from the pack of hormonal wolves until seeing the light of candalabra become replaced by that of moon-rain. For a few moments, I wished I could feel the warmth of summer air, the soft breeze coming up from the south to wash over my skin. But there was only an emptiness within and without.
Light boots meant more for wandering the halls of some cottage home, pressed into the soft earth beneath. Each step bringing with it a change. Shadows blending and banding together around the height of me. Flickers of light suckled upon from all around until I walked not with the silken garments of state, but full plates of thick steal that better suited my place as deathknight.
With silent strides, I moved through the garden, aware of tiny gasps and soft giggles in places where only darkness prevailed. Senses not of human kind showing me what debaucherous actions were being made in those hidey-holes, and again I found myself longing to feel again. Longing to find a smile true upon my lips, rather than the mask of emotion I played at.
Awareness thusly expanded as I neared the garden's extents. A life darkened with loss and grief. Immediately I knew the source, and found the voices within my own mind swelling upwards as one might expect from a lover's loins at the sight of a prospective mate. The demonic cacaphony was near deafening against my own thoughts, though little more than a dull roar in comparison to the other horrors they had visited upon my waking hours.
With quiet stides I approached the willow tree's sagging branches. Gloved fingers reaching out to brush through tender leaves and growths of nature. Watching as they moved around the leather of my gloves, yet offered no solace or peace from what lay within.
"Is it often considered acceptable practice for the lady of the house to escape from her own celebrations in this country?"
Gabriela:
As she hummed that gentle song, one her mother sang to her when Gabriela had nightmares as a child, various images of her dearly departed danced in front o her eyes. The tune was from her mother’s native land, a land far away, and it was of the nature as most children’s rhymes were, one of true love and happily ever after. One crystal tear sparkled in the moonlight as she carefully built by memory, a projection against the hanging leaves in front of her, the image of her deceased lord, not as the dynamic leader that the other borderlanders knew, but the gentle patient man who had given her a wonderful life. “I will not fail you,” she told him softly, then let the image fade as she rested her forehead on her knees. She was so enwrapped in herself that she did not sense in any fashion the gentleman approaching until he spoke softly to her.
Immediately, her head was lifted, her form lithely sliding from the unladylike position on the bench, straightening to her full height, not that it was much and she smoothed her skirts into place, reaching for the ragged edges of her dignity and wrapping them around herself, emulating the dignified carriage of the ladies her senior, rather than the silly flirtatiousness of those of an age with her. They married young out in her lands and she was no exception. The gloved hands brushed at her skirts until she had controlled the emotions, dabbing gently at her cheek with a delicate square of lace and silk. Tucking it away, she folded her hands before her, and glanced briefly up at him and then back to the dew filled grass at her feet.
“I did not hear your arrival, milord,” she said formally, her voice tight, a gentle admonition. A gentleman should have given her enough warning to have composed herself. Now she had been caught acting childlike, a condition that she had tried very hard to prevent. Many of the older ladies at court considered her too young to handle the duties of state that was required of her late husband’s properties. A soft sigh as she nodded to his words and turned to look at the spot where she had drawn her husband’s face in the air moment before. She could only hope that he hadn’t seen her using the magics of her mother’s people. It wasn’t exactly something she wanted known.
“It was either that or disgrace myself in some other horrible fashion.” she said softly to the knight. “I am sure no one minded.” And thought she tried, a note of bitterness slipped into her tone and she winced and took a deep breath, gripping her emotions in an iron fist. “I apologize if my need for solitude has offended you, sir.” She bowed her head slightly, then lifted her eyes to his. Dark chips of obsidian glittering as she regarded him a moment. “But I am sure you did not seek me out to chide me on my manners. “ She pressed her lips together, tilting her head ever so slightly to the side, the ebony waves slipping off her shoulder to wave in the light breeze. “Is there something I can do for you?”
Gideon:
What magics had been sensed, had been a fleeting quavering upon the delicate surface of reality. They were left mostly unnoticed as to source or reason, at least by my full thought and attention.
Upon her in surprise as I had come, her reaction was far more telling than anything I could cleam from a simple scanning of her body. Young as she was, she beheld all the manners of a woman seasoned. Fully blossomed, trained, wisenend to the ways of those in stately attire and station. It was, refreshing.
A soft scrape of metal against kin could be faintly heard over the rustling of leafed branches nearby as I strode a step closer. Hands came behind my back, clasped lightly while cold, steel grey eyes regarded her for long, silent moments.
"Little do I care for the ettiquette of the pompous and arrogant, truth be told. They serve no more purpose than to collect funds and play with each other in diamond studded boxes of sand." My voiced reply was flat, even, without the contempt my words beheld on their own. Easily enough it would have been to use my own form of magics to give the impression of emotional subterfuge. But it was but a waste and an insult to the lady before me.
My attention thusly shifted towards the waters nearby. Studying the way cut of blue-white light crept along each crest and valley of breeze touched surface. Seeing how the subtle changes in direction could completely remake the whole image settled upon the pond.
"I could say that I came to offer my condolences for your late husband. But like much that was said tonight, they would be but empty words." Pausing, collecting thoughts together strewn about the unruly discord of insanity, then turning those depthless eyes back upon the lady. "Thus I will only offer one thing, which may take as you please."
Who was I to play these games with mortal lives? What right had I to plot and scheme beyond the years of man and woman? What little choice did I have?
"As lord of de Fantome castle, I extend my hand in friendship. If ever you are in need of something, whether it simple be council or conscripted service, do not hesitate to ask."
Thus I failed to mention the truth behind generous offering. A closely guarded secret that only a few had ever truly learned. Making her into a pawn. That was my ultimate goal. Not to better my own position within the lords and ladies of the country, but to push beyond the veils of simplistic magics to where gods and devils faught. To finally rid myself of a mantle I had worn far too long.
Such a tale of woe, and I had not yet been able to weep for my own misfortune. What little use tears would have been.
Gabriela:
A soft single nod from the lady to his stated dislike of the pageantry, no other movement from her now except the eyes watching his penetratingly, not flinching from the seeming emptiness within. She listened quietly and totally, her eyes moving over his physique only as he turned to the waters to peruse them a moment. As he spoke again, the obsidian eyes flicked back to his face, her jaw clenching slightly as he referenced the empty condolences of those rare ones who still wished to curry her favor, and one eyebrow lifted slowly as he spoke of an offer. The other than met it in a brief display of astonishment as he extended the friendship of his house to her, a move that as rare as it was unexpected. Swiftly, her countenance was once again under control, the features smoothed into bland politeness.
Gabriela was quiet for a very long time, not wanting to speak in reaction to the surprise and shock. Calm, rational thinking was required here, for it was obvious that there was much behind the offer that she could not fathom. She was no empty headed blossom, like many of the florals who dance within, their only goal the gathering of a husband who would regard her as a jewel and bedeck her with same. She had taken equal share in her husband’s duties in their realm, reading his missives to him when his eyes hurt from the strain, and she ha handled the account books herself as her late lord had been rather useless at numbers. She was aware of her shortcomings though and intrigue was something she rarely had patience for. His had been the calm head to her youth and she called his strength and guidance as she considered her reply to the knight before her.
“A gracious gesture, milord,” she said softly at last, the eyes scanning his expression trying in vain to read something there. “I am sure Los Halcones House will be honored by your offer.” She deliberately used the formal house name instead of answering in the first person. As head of the House, for the moment anyways, she -was- the house and yet, were there to be some sort of ulterior motive for the gesture of friendship, she would still have some distance from the fallout. One hoped anyhow. Her curiosity got the better of her and, though it be impolite, she felt it necessary to ask, “One cannot help but wonder, milord, why it is that you have chosen to extend the offer at this time.” She still searched his face for clues as to his purpose. “It can hardly be expedient, politically, to befriend the Hawks at this juncture.” She was silent then, the mention of the sigil of her house, making her glance away from him to the embroidery upon her bodice.
It was black thread on black silk, for she was, of course, in mourning, but every gown she owned had the design traced upon it somewhere, for her house was proud of it’s namesake, the hunting bird they bred and flew for all the royalty who could afford it, and the main reason, she suspected for the avarice of her brother in laws to claim the ancestral lands. But he would destroy the program she and her lord had carefully planned out in the first few months of their union. She was as certain of that as she was that the gentleman before her had many secrets. Gabriela could almost feel them swirled about him like the metallic armor he wore.
Gideon:
A play. A farce. A constant transition from one ploy to the next. Never a moment to be myself, though that had long ago become nothing more than its own form of personal torture. What I had been lost upon the day I had signed away that thing which made me human.
Pale lids slipped easily over the eyes that saw more than they should. For a moment, darkness was a blessing I would have readily basked within. Yet even then, I could not escape the reality of my personal situation.
"You this a different situation, I would take offense at such a question. But you are right to ask, given the departing of your lord." Pausing, eyes opening again as my view filled with her. Not as she was, standing there, but as something else. A spectral display of twining essences wrapped within the veils of enigmatic magics. Energies swirling in currents of smokey incorporeal tendrils that called out to the voices within.
"There is little secret to the fact that I keep mostly to myself. I have had little use in the past for such alliances or extensions of, formal arrangements. But I will also not deny that something brews within the councils and the clergy. A slow, boiling cesspool of factions garnering strength. Your late husband was perhaps placed well, offering resistance simply by his presence alone."
Metal stirred restlessly about my form as I, too, shifted in position. Moving past the lady and on towards the pond's shore. I found the closer to water I stood, the quiet those screeching howls within my skull became. It was a welcome peace amidst the constant plethora of agonizing dischord which had become my thoughts.
"Now that your husband is no longer amongst the living, a gap has formed for this dark alliance to break through. They know this, and know that while you are a strong person with many ties to great houses and noble kind, you are not strong enough to keep them all at bay."
Finally I turned to glance over my shoulder. The metal plate there upon it only partially obscuring her from my vision. Were I another man in another time, I would have sought to position myself into her chambers to 'ease' her loss.
As it were, she served other uses which went beyond the simple luxuries of the body. She could provide me an understanding of the noble houses. She could provide a way of pushing my own agendas when plied with the appropriate leverage. And all the while, she would remain oblivious to so much.
For a moment, I realize that I do not see her as just an empty-headed courtesan seeking the potential mate. I see her as power. That in itself, garners her sanctuary in the future events that will unfold.
"Normally, I would take care of these matters myself. But, your late husband offered me something when I was younger. Thus, I am compelled to both return the favor to you, and to his house, while saving us both."
Gabriela:
Silently, she listens to him, nodding a few times, another brief expression of surprise and Gabriela found herself wishing that she had been even deeper in her husband’s councils. He had never told her of any sort of conspiracy within the clergy. But then, she thought back, he had been suspicious of them, going so far as to have only local, trusted men be the ones performing the necessary service within their lands. The various richly accoutered figures who at random arrived for ‘spiritual visits’ were just as quickly packed off. She frowned as something occurred to her that she’d never put together before and she spoke softly, more to herself in line with her thoughts, than to the gentleman accompanying her. “He had the entire placed re-blessed by the local clergy after every visit.” A wondering frown as she searched for the significance of this before shaking her head and pushing it aside for another time. Her focus was returned to the speaker as he continued on.
Again with the surprise, he kept startling her with nearly every word he spoke. Her husband was a bulwark against dark forces? After a moment of consideration, she could reluctantly see how this could be so. He had been a simple, earthy man, intelligent but not prone to schemes and the like. Gabriela nodded softly, accepting this truth. It felt right and she reconciled the two images within her mind. His religion was of the earth and nature. A soft sigh escaped her lips as she realized how blind she was to the undercurrents and she looked to the ground, feeling some small shame for her lacks, his next words did not help. Another bitter truth. She was not strong enough to stand in her husband’s place. She could barely handle the insurrection by his brother. She turned herself away from the Lord de Fantome so that the emotions broadcast upon her face would not be inflicted upon another.
Gabriela was determined to be strong and brave but she felt so small and uncertain right now, even before this man had come to rattle her with his harsh truths. Not the she hadn’t had some small suspicion of events, but any illusions she had about things were long gone. A soft bitter chuckle as she noted the irony of that thought. A mistress of illusions, snared in her own creations. Ah well, it was no worse than most other humankind. A deep breath, then a steady voice asked him softly, “Might I ask what it was that my Lord offered?” She regretted the question as soon as she said it, fearing her bluntness would anger him. She realized that she was slightly intimidated by this grave lord and she cursed herself for cowardice, lifted the gloved hand to wipe away at a falling teardrop. “Never mind,” she said softly, “It does not matter.”
A soft nod, her back still to him for fear that he would be able to read her easily with those intense eyes. A brief though crosses her mind, perhaps she should try to seduce him? But just as quickly vanquished. She was hardly the siren type, quite unsophisticated in those matters, beyond the fact that the thought repulsed her. Not he for himself, he was not displeasing to the eye, but she had thoughts only for her dear lord in that fashion and could not imagine any other. Discarding the useless impulse, she spoke softly to him once again, “So. Then, we have an alliance of sorts, against these dark forces. “ A quiet moment for thinking, then she questions again, “What should I do?” Ostensibly, the question was for how to go about helping her new ’friend’ but in it was the echoes of the questions she had been asking herself since she learned of her Lord’s passing.
Gideon:
Indeed, what had it been that the Lord of Hawks had bestowed upon me? What small present could be worth even the remote sliver of loyalty I was offering now?
The question remained unaswered upon her whim as I stepped away from the water's edge and approached where she stood. Her grief a faint echo upon the sullen breeze tenderly grasping at strands of loose, silvery hair.
"Continue to mourn for your Lord. He is worth every tear you shed in the privacy of your own chambers, or stolen moments away such as these. I have known many good men, and he was amongst the best of those."
Something then caught my attention. An errant swaying of shadow that normally would go unnoticed. Long though, had my eyes been used to that shape as it slithered with the winds and gently brushing branches of the willow tree. Its voice joined with those in my own mind, and I all but ignored the outside world in order to better hear it.
Then it was gone, and the Lady and I were again left alone in this place of refuge. A place which brought me to turn full round and completely take in the sight of it. Noticing the way it had been shaped, yet remained natural and without the marring, jagged lines of man's touch.
"Were these better times, milady..." Words left as they were as I strode to her side. A towering figure from a distance, made a giant up close. Still, the metal plates around me hissed softly as I knelt at her side. Hands coming to a knee, head bowed low, I offered then my services as knight and the ploy of friendship that was not just a ploy.
"At the end of tonight's festivities, I will make my leave back to my home. Within a week, you will receive a missive from a trusted messenger, though you may find yourself repulsed by its mere presence. Do not fear it, and know that the message was sent by my hand alone. Upon that parchment will be the beginning of plans to bolster not only your strength, but maintain the stability of your house."
Gideon: Jamison
Gabriela:
Like a raven among birds of paradise she was, the ebony clad lady creating eddies and swirls through the gathered celebrants. The only one of her rank not enthroned in gaiety, due to the recent misfortune, she stuck out like the proverbial sore thumb, not only for the sable hue of her attire but for the serious countenance, starkly contrasting to the bright cheerfulness of the incandescent plumages of the other youth. Though a widow twice over, she was of an age with those upon the floor, courting and plotting in equal measure. She had not chosen either, but the recent loss had saddened her greatly. She had been much fond of her lord husband this time, and she would honor the full length of her mourning. Hiding a smirk as a path continued to open up for her once people saw her, all staying out of arms reach as if she had a disease that they could catch. She knew the rumors, the behind closed doors whispers. How could one so young have gone through two marriages? If one looked at the facts, there was no way that she could be even remotely considered at fault. Facts, though, were not usually acknowledged when the gossip is so juicy.
Trudging along the chosen path, she kept her head high, uncowed by the weight of her sorrow and by the whispered accusations. She was required at court for this function, especially with the uncertainty of her future. She didn’t care so much for the trappings of wealth, other than the ability it gave her to collect ancient books and scrolls. She had managed to gather many such treasures over the few years she had been wed. Gabriela simply wanted to preserve the place in the fashion her husband would have wanted it, and she knew that his cousin, the one pushing for the estate would run it to the ground as he had done so many other ventures. She needed to show that she was capable and mentally sound enough to run the lands by herself, as there were no other heirs. So she was an island of calm amidst the frenzy and few spoke to her or did more than politely acknowledge her existence.
The ones that did, though she wished they hadn’t as the few sincere expressions of sympathy cause her composure to weaken, and she ducked her head after one such tender reminiscence, surreptitiously wiping away a tear that had gathered. She stayed in the provided seat for as long as she could stand it, but when they played her late husband’s favorite waltz, she found it necessary to escape the confines of the ballroom, spacious as it might be, and find herself some unperfumed air to breathe. Silently passing through the ranks of jewel toned dresses, avoiding the eyes of their wearers, Gabriela slipped away from the gaiety and glitter and out to the cooler air of the evening. Breathing deeply, she simply stayed still, letting the flush from the press of bodies fade away, her clenched jaw loosening as the tension of being pressed among so many fading. When she was once again calm, she slid her wrap up around her shoulders and stepped forward into the massive gardens.
Choosing the long winding path through, thus avoiding the little hideaways where young lovers tended to gather and find themselves in trouble. Pausing briefly to admire the layout of the rose garden, she glanced over the blending display of colors, highlighted by the moonlight streaming from above. But the nature of the roses was for love and so she moved on, past the other displays, some wild and riotous, some simple and elegant. She simply wandered aimlessly, letting her feet choose the path, the pale hands folded in front of her demurely. As she rounded a curve, she saw a place different from the carefully planned areas through which she had strolled. There was a small pond, the moonlight rippling over the tiny peaks the wind made in the water. A large willow trailed its leaves languidly in the water, somehow managing to look sad and peaceful at the same time.
Sighing softly, Gabriela stepped forward, her eyes glancing to the bench nestled underneath the cover of the branches, almost a cave of solitude , and she stepped silently through the grass, ignoring the dampness of the dew seeping through her light slippers. She perched gently on the bench and stared off into the pond, absently watching the swans swimming within, caressing each other with their long delicate necks. She felt oddly more adrift in this place than she had thought she would without her husband, they had rarely made it to court and she had not realized that amount of protection from the chaos that she had been granted. Sighing softly, she pulled up her knees onto the bench, the longs skirts dropping around the bench as she coiled like she always had when she was upset as a young girl, humming a lullaby to herself quietly.
Gideon:
From functions of state, to those of personal treachery. A gathering of bodies to celebrate youth and love with drinks to lessen inhibitions. How long ago it had been that I once partook of those?
In a strange fog I drifted among the bodies. Towering as I oft' did, but noticed little save for those who were directly inline with my station as lord of de Fantome castle. Seeing the way they flounced about one another in their pompous acts of selfless love. Courting, giggling broodlings that saw only the potential for personal gain through their marriages. Not that I could begrudge them that much.
Still, they enjoyed themselves upon the suffering of another. A woman for whom I had heard little of. Her late husband had been stricken by death, and she left alone to tend to the speculations of cause and gossip. To play the part of grieving wife, strong and noble, when she wanted nothing more than to cry herself to sleep.
For some time, I remind amongst the masses. A silent spectator towards their plumage and awkward advances between one another. Feigning disinterest in the boys flaunting their wealth, whilst the girls flaunted their bodies.
Finally I departed, breaking away from the pack of hormonal wolves until seeing the light of candalabra become replaced by that of moon-rain. For a few moments, I wished I could feel the warmth of summer air, the soft breeze coming up from the south to wash over my skin. But there was only an emptiness within and without.
Light boots meant more for wandering the halls of some cottage home, pressed into the soft earth beneath. Each step bringing with it a change. Shadows blending and banding together around the height of me. Flickers of light suckled upon from all around until I walked not with the silken garments of state, but full plates of thick steal that better suited my place as deathknight.
With silent strides, I moved through the garden, aware of tiny gasps and soft giggles in places where only darkness prevailed. Senses not of human kind showing me what debaucherous actions were being made in those hidey-holes, and again I found myself longing to feel again. Longing to find a smile true upon my lips, rather than the mask of emotion I played at.
Awareness thusly expanded as I neared the garden's extents. A life darkened with loss and grief. Immediately I knew the source, and found the voices within my own mind swelling upwards as one might expect from a lover's loins at the sight of a prospective mate. The demonic cacaphony was near deafening against my own thoughts, though little more than a dull roar in comparison to the other horrors they had visited upon my waking hours.
With quiet stides I approached the willow tree's sagging branches. Gloved fingers reaching out to brush through tender leaves and growths of nature. Watching as they moved around the leather of my gloves, yet offered no solace or peace from what lay within.
"Is it often considered acceptable practice for the lady of the house to escape from her own celebrations in this country?"
Gabriela:
As she hummed that gentle song, one her mother sang to her when Gabriela had nightmares as a child, various images of her dearly departed danced in front o her eyes. The tune was from her mother’s native land, a land far away, and it was of the nature as most children’s rhymes were, one of true love and happily ever after. One crystal tear sparkled in the moonlight as she carefully built by memory, a projection against the hanging leaves in front of her, the image of her deceased lord, not as the dynamic leader that the other borderlanders knew, but the gentle patient man who had given her a wonderful life. “I will not fail you,” she told him softly, then let the image fade as she rested her forehead on her knees. She was so enwrapped in herself that she did not sense in any fashion the gentleman approaching until he spoke softly to her.
Immediately, her head was lifted, her form lithely sliding from the unladylike position on the bench, straightening to her full height, not that it was much and she smoothed her skirts into place, reaching for the ragged edges of her dignity and wrapping them around herself, emulating the dignified carriage of the ladies her senior, rather than the silly flirtatiousness of those of an age with her. They married young out in her lands and she was no exception. The gloved hands brushed at her skirts until she had controlled the emotions, dabbing gently at her cheek with a delicate square of lace and silk. Tucking it away, she folded her hands before her, and glanced briefly up at him and then back to the dew filled grass at her feet.
“I did not hear your arrival, milord,” she said formally, her voice tight, a gentle admonition. A gentleman should have given her enough warning to have composed herself. Now she had been caught acting childlike, a condition that she had tried very hard to prevent. Many of the older ladies at court considered her too young to handle the duties of state that was required of her late husband’s properties. A soft sigh as she nodded to his words and turned to look at the spot where she had drawn her husband’s face in the air moment before. She could only hope that he hadn’t seen her using the magics of her mother’s people. It wasn’t exactly something she wanted known.
“It was either that or disgrace myself in some other horrible fashion.” she said softly to the knight. “I am sure no one minded.” And thought she tried, a note of bitterness slipped into her tone and she winced and took a deep breath, gripping her emotions in an iron fist. “I apologize if my need for solitude has offended you, sir.” She bowed her head slightly, then lifted her eyes to his. Dark chips of obsidian glittering as she regarded him a moment. “But I am sure you did not seek me out to chide me on my manners. “ She pressed her lips together, tilting her head ever so slightly to the side, the ebony waves slipping off her shoulder to wave in the light breeze. “Is there something I can do for you?”
Gideon:
What magics had been sensed, had been a fleeting quavering upon the delicate surface of reality. They were left mostly unnoticed as to source or reason, at least by my full thought and attention.
Upon her in surprise as I had come, her reaction was far more telling than anything I could cleam from a simple scanning of her body. Young as she was, she beheld all the manners of a woman seasoned. Fully blossomed, trained, wisenend to the ways of those in stately attire and station. It was, refreshing.
A soft scrape of metal against kin could be faintly heard over the rustling of leafed branches nearby as I strode a step closer. Hands came behind my back, clasped lightly while cold, steel grey eyes regarded her for long, silent moments.
"Little do I care for the ettiquette of the pompous and arrogant, truth be told. They serve no more purpose than to collect funds and play with each other in diamond studded boxes of sand." My voiced reply was flat, even, without the contempt my words beheld on their own. Easily enough it would have been to use my own form of magics to give the impression of emotional subterfuge. But it was but a waste and an insult to the lady before me.
My attention thusly shifted towards the waters nearby. Studying the way cut of blue-white light crept along each crest and valley of breeze touched surface. Seeing how the subtle changes in direction could completely remake the whole image settled upon the pond.
"I could say that I came to offer my condolences for your late husband. But like much that was said tonight, they would be but empty words." Pausing, collecting thoughts together strewn about the unruly discord of insanity, then turning those depthless eyes back upon the lady. "Thus I will only offer one thing, which may take as you please."
Who was I to play these games with mortal lives? What right had I to plot and scheme beyond the years of man and woman? What little choice did I have?
"As lord of de Fantome castle, I extend my hand in friendship. If ever you are in need of something, whether it simple be council or conscripted service, do not hesitate to ask."
Thus I failed to mention the truth behind generous offering. A closely guarded secret that only a few had ever truly learned. Making her into a pawn. That was my ultimate goal. Not to better my own position within the lords and ladies of the country, but to push beyond the veils of simplistic magics to where gods and devils faught. To finally rid myself of a mantle I had worn far too long.
Such a tale of woe, and I had not yet been able to weep for my own misfortune. What little use tears would have been.
Gabriela:
A soft single nod from the lady to his stated dislike of the pageantry, no other movement from her now except the eyes watching his penetratingly, not flinching from the seeming emptiness within. She listened quietly and totally, her eyes moving over his physique only as he turned to the waters to peruse them a moment. As he spoke again, the obsidian eyes flicked back to his face, her jaw clenching slightly as he referenced the empty condolences of those rare ones who still wished to curry her favor, and one eyebrow lifted slowly as he spoke of an offer. The other than met it in a brief display of astonishment as he extended the friendship of his house to her, a move that as rare as it was unexpected. Swiftly, her countenance was once again under control, the features smoothed into bland politeness.
Gabriela was quiet for a very long time, not wanting to speak in reaction to the surprise and shock. Calm, rational thinking was required here, for it was obvious that there was much behind the offer that she could not fathom. She was no empty headed blossom, like many of the florals who dance within, their only goal the gathering of a husband who would regard her as a jewel and bedeck her with same. She had taken equal share in her husband’s duties in their realm, reading his missives to him when his eyes hurt from the strain, and she ha handled the account books herself as her late lord had been rather useless at numbers. She was aware of her shortcomings though and intrigue was something she rarely had patience for. His had been the calm head to her youth and she called his strength and guidance as she considered her reply to the knight before her.
“A gracious gesture, milord,” she said softly at last, the eyes scanning his expression trying in vain to read something there. “I am sure Los Halcones House will be honored by your offer.” She deliberately used the formal house name instead of answering in the first person. As head of the House, for the moment anyways, she -was- the house and yet, were there to be some sort of ulterior motive for the gesture of friendship, she would still have some distance from the fallout. One hoped anyhow. Her curiosity got the better of her and, though it be impolite, she felt it necessary to ask, “One cannot help but wonder, milord, why it is that you have chosen to extend the offer at this time.” She still searched his face for clues as to his purpose. “It can hardly be expedient, politically, to befriend the Hawks at this juncture.” She was silent then, the mention of the sigil of her house, making her glance away from him to the embroidery upon her bodice.
It was black thread on black silk, for she was, of course, in mourning, but every gown she owned had the design traced upon it somewhere, for her house was proud of it’s namesake, the hunting bird they bred and flew for all the royalty who could afford it, and the main reason, she suspected for the avarice of her brother in laws to claim the ancestral lands. But he would destroy the program she and her lord had carefully planned out in the first few months of their union. She was as certain of that as she was that the gentleman before her had many secrets. Gabriela could almost feel them swirled about him like the metallic armor he wore.
Gideon:
A play. A farce. A constant transition from one ploy to the next. Never a moment to be myself, though that had long ago become nothing more than its own form of personal torture. What I had been lost upon the day I had signed away that thing which made me human.
Pale lids slipped easily over the eyes that saw more than they should. For a moment, darkness was a blessing I would have readily basked within. Yet even then, I could not escape the reality of my personal situation.
"You this a different situation, I would take offense at such a question. But you are right to ask, given the departing of your lord." Pausing, eyes opening again as my view filled with her. Not as she was, standing there, but as something else. A spectral display of twining essences wrapped within the veils of enigmatic magics. Energies swirling in currents of smokey incorporeal tendrils that called out to the voices within.
"There is little secret to the fact that I keep mostly to myself. I have had little use in the past for such alliances or extensions of, formal arrangements. But I will also not deny that something brews within the councils and the clergy. A slow, boiling cesspool of factions garnering strength. Your late husband was perhaps placed well, offering resistance simply by his presence alone."
Metal stirred restlessly about my form as I, too, shifted in position. Moving past the lady and on towards the pond's shore. I found the closer to water I stood, the quiet those screeching howls within my skull became. It was a welcome peace amidst the constant plethora of agonizing dischord which had become my thoughts.
"Now that your husband is no longer amongst the living, a gap has formed for this dark alliance to break through. They know this, and know that while you are a strong person with many ties to great houses and noble kind, you are not strong enough to keep them all at bay."
Finally I turned to glance over my shoulder. The metal plate there upon it only partially obscuring her from my vision. Were I another man in another time, I would have sought to position myself into her chambers to 'ease' her loss.
As it were, she served other uses which went beyond the simple luxuries of the body. She could provide me an understanding of the noble houses. She could provide a way of pushing my own agendas when plied with the appropriate leverage. And all the while, she would remain oblivious to so much.
For a moment, I realize that I do not see her as just an empty-headed courtesan seeking the potential mate. I see her as power. That in itself, garners her sanctuary in the future events that will unfold.
"Normally, I would take care of these matters myself. But, your late husband offered me something when I was younger. Thus, I am compelled to both return the favor to you, and to his house, while saving us both."
Gabriela:
Silently, she listens to him, nodding a few times, another brief expression of surprise and Gabriela found herself wishing that she had been even deeper in her husband’s councils. He had never told her of any sort of conspiracy within the clergy. But then, she thought back, he had been suspicious of them, going so far as to have only local, trusted men be the ones performing the necessary service within their lands. The various richly accoutered figures who at random arrived for ‘spiritual visits’ were just as quickly packed off. She frowned as something occurred to her that she’d never put together before and she spoke softly, more to herself in line with her thoughts, than to the gentleman accompanying her. “He had the entire placed re-blessed by the local clergy after every visit.” A wondering frown as she searched for the significance of this before shaking her head and pushing it aside for another time. Her focus was returned to the speaker as he continued on.
Again with the surprise, he kept startling her with nearly every word he spoke. Her husband was a bulwark against dark forces? After a moment of consideration, she could reluctantly see how this could be so. He had been a simple, earthy man, intelligent but not prone to schemes and the like. Gabriela nodded softly, accepting this truth. It felt right and she reconciled the two images within her mind. His religion was of the earth and nature. A soft sigh escaped her lips as she realized how blind she was to the undercurrents and she looked to the ground, feeling some small shame for her lacks, his next words did not help. Another bitter truth. She was not strong enough to stand in her husband’s place. She could barely handle the insurrection by his brother. She turned herself away from the Lord de Fantome so that the emotions broadcast upon her face would not be inflicted upon another.
Gabriela was determined to be strong and brave but she felt so small and uncertain right now, even before this man had come to rattle her with his harsh truths. Not the she hadn’t had some small suspicion of events, but any illusions she had about things were long gone. A soft bitter chuckle as she noted the irony of that thought. A mistress of illusions, snared in her own creations. Ah well, it was no worse than most other humankind. A deep breath, then a steady voice asked him softly, “Might I ask what it was that my Lord offered?” She regretted the question as soon as she said it, fearing her bluntness would anger him. She realized that she was slightly intimidated by this grave lord and she cursed herself for cowardice, lifted the gloved hand to wipe away at a falling teardrop. “Never mind,” she said softly, “It does not matter.”
A soft nod, her back still to him for fear that he would be able to read her easily with those intense eyes. A brief though crosses her mind, perhaps she should try to seduce him? But just as quickly vanquished. She was hardly the siren type, quite unsophisticated in those matters, beyond the fact that the thought repulsed her. Not he for himself, he was not displeasing to the eye, but she had thoughts only for her dear lord in that fashion and could not imagine any other. Discarding the useless impulse, she spoke softly to him once again, “So. Then, we have an alliance of sorts, against these dark forces. “ A quiet moment for thinking, then she questions again, “What should I do?” Ostensibly, the question was for how to go about helping her new ’friend’ but in it was the echoes of the questions she had been asking herself since she learned of her Lord’s passing.
Gideon:
Indeed, what had it been that the Lord of Hawks had bestowed upon me? What small present could be worth even the remote sliver of loyalty I was offering now?
The question remained unaswered upon her whim as I stepped away from the water's edge and approached where she stood. Her grief a faint echo upon the sullen breeze tenderly grasping at strands of loose, silvery hair.
"Continue to mourn for your Lord. He is worth every tear you shed in the privacy of your own chambers, or stolen moments away such as these. I have known many good men, and he was amongst the best of those."
Something then caught my attention. An errant swaying of shadow that normally would go unnoticed. Long though, had my eyes been used to that shape as it slithered with the winds and gently brushing branches of the willow tree. Its voice joined with those in my own mind, and I all but ignored the outside world in order to better hear it.
Then it was gone, and the Lady and I were again left alone in this place of refuge. A place which brought me to turn full round and completely take in the sight of it. Noticing the way it had been shaped, yet remained natural and without the marring, jagged lines of man's touch.
"Were these better times, milady..." Words left as they were as I strode to her side. A towering figure from a distance, made a giant up close. Still, the metal plates around me hissed softly as I knelt at her side. Hands coming to a knee, head bowed low, I offered then my services as knight and the ploy of friendship that was not just a ploy.
"At the end of tonight's festivities, I will make my leave back to my home. Within a week, you will receive a missive from a trusted messenger, though you may find yourself repulsed by its mere presence. Do not fear it, and know that the message was sent by my hand alone. Upon that parchment will be the beginning of plans to bolster not only your strength, but maintain the stability of your house."